A little "get to know me better"

Well after staying awake for almost 2 days now, It made me realize things.

I really like this girl. Even though she hasn’t been talking to me this past few days, I feel so distant from her. I don’t care that much anymore I just want to be with her, Make her laugh, Make her smile, Be always there for her when she needs it. I’ve been there for her countless of times and still will be in the future.

There may be other girls out there, Maybe even far better from her. But I don’t want better, She’s perfect for me. Though I can’t say the same for her. Her smile brightens up my day, Even when I’m at my lowest she’s my ray of sun shine that can brighten up my day in an instant. Saying this things here makes feel more comfortable in more ways than one.

Maybe all this ranting would let her feel how much I really care for her….

She’s that one girl I know I’ll regret if I don’t do something. I gotta to let her know somehow. Its just devastating not talking to her, Not hearing her voice. Its just too much of a distraction for me. Its the kind of feeling when you meet the person that suddenly all the music lyrics makes sense. I don’t want this feeling to end. I might be selfish saying that I want her to be mine. And that what makes it more terrifying.

And all I want to say is I love her….

That doesn’t matter anymore, I will take the risk for you …..